Meme's Day 1

Yo!

   So this morning I moved all my stuff out of Mason, Rachel, and Daniel's this morning at 8:00 before Mason's arrival! It took about ten minutes to load my car which makes me happy...it was really sad since this was the first home I have had since moving to Nashville. It felt like home so much the last few weeks. I loved living with Rachel and Daniel! They are awesome people and made my transition to Nashville so wonderful! I will miss them and our random adventures...good thing I still live around and will see them! Anyways...I want to document this time in my life...it's not big nor dramatic but it is a big adventure to live in the unknown for a month or so...I want to learn and be changed as a person in everything that happens in my life...and never would I imagine being 25 and living in such instability. I planned to be married with kids...not crashing at two guys apartment (but don't get me wrong I am extremely grateful for them and for the adventure of this week)...haha but life is not always what I have planned it to be...and what I am learning in this adventure is something some people never get to experience. It somehow is the most wonderful thing. A blessing that God is giving me that I have dreamed about...living in the unknown...it has been my life long dream...but now that it is happening I am realizing how hard it is...I am tired. I am emotionally and physically drained. I have been to Hell and back in the last few years of my life...and quiet frankly the last few months...but forgive me cause this is not my personal blog...so if you want to read more you should...but there...not here...anyway...yeah so day 1 has been so hard but good. What have I learned you ask???

1) It sucks to not be able to sleep when you are tired cause you don't have the ability to just go home and crash when you want to. And it's embarrassing to sleep in your car/or outside in public.
-What I want to take away from this is extreme hospitality and compassion and understanding. Respecting those who through embarrassment probably feel less then worthy of respect or feel less of a human.

2) You will do so much more good things than if you had a place to go crash and waste away your day. Like sitting and talking to a friend (Ginger Waugh) for 5 hours...or going to house church...or meeting new people...ect.
-I want to take away from this just the mindset of not being wasteful and selfish with my time since it is such a short and precious thing.

3) You find yourself doing the most random things like going to a fashion styling party at Anthro...although I admit that I did not stay for that afterall...but still...
-I do not know what to take away from this...hahah

Anyway I am soo tired and now I find myself in my own room with a comfy bed...what a blessing. Till tomorrow! Goodnight!!!!

-Meme